最近在听的歌~~

[bY2·我知道]
从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过
曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头
我多希望你还在我左右
答应你我会好好过
不让这些眼泪白流

UPDATED XD

27·4 [m0ndae]
人是善变的
在对的时候没把握好机会
就等于几乎错过了全部
就算被挽回
但原有的感觉已经不一样了
再逞强也是没有用
也就只好默默的守护着。。。

26·4 [sundae] 晴
今天补 sejarah
原以为一大早可以专心上课的
谁知道老师一进班就叫窝们把白板的问题抄下
然后自己做
不能讨论
不能看 n0ta
要把它当作考试
一向 sejarah 都很差的窝当然不懂怎样做啦
想偷看隔壁的
隔壁又没人
想问老师怎样做
想下想下
就算问了
那老师也只会讲
‘awak cuba buat dulu, tak cuba mana tau kelemahan awak?’
之类的活
所以
窝只坐在那里呆呆的想象罢了
哈哈~
过了一个小时
老师又叫窝们抄下另外一个问题
这次他还说
‘s0alan ini mesti buat dengan seri0us,kena hantar selepas kelas ini. jangan lupa tulis nama dan kelas awak,sebab saya akan bagi kepada ketua pemeriksa untuk semak dan bagi balik kepada awak.’
最后还杀出一句
‘buat ke tak buat pun kena hantar ya!’
够力！
做又不是
不做又不是
结果。。。
窝在纸上打了几个转
写了很多很多的废话
离题到超离谱
哈哈~~不过也把纸给填满了
最后要写上名的时候
窝还冒了某个人的名
然后再写[tak perlu bagi balik]
哈哈哈哈哈~~~
--完毕--

24·4 [fridae] [3 8 篇］
才不到半个月
窝的部落格就已经有500++各读者了
真不敢相信 原来我也有粉丝的w0r
不错不错~~
哈哈哈~~
不好一四啦
窝就是将perasan的咯
认识我的朋友都知道窝有这个优点
哈哈哈~~
[糟糕！！形象毁灭了！！]
ahemmm..
anyways I need t0 say THANK YOU to all my friends
that gave me advice
that cares ab0ut me
that accomp me when i m n0t in m0od
n my fans
thx t0 all~~
mwarksss XD

22·4 [wednesdae]
my eyes had been itchy and is sw0llen f0r 2 days.
[tats why i m wearing my spec all day l0ng in sch00l]
its embarrassing!!
and makes me feel hard t0 c0ncentrate in my exams
Ishhhhhh....
s0 I went to search f0r a d0ct0r after sch0ol
as the result came 0ut
the d0ct0r said I g0t n0se allergy
l0lz...whats dat...
and that cause my eyes t0 bec0me like fish`s eyes
d0ct0r explained distictly h0w it effect
but i just egn0re
because i really cant stand d itchyness
and i just ask f0r d med
hahazz...[x sabar]
then d0ct0r gave me n n0sedr0p [that make me suffer d m0st],vitamin C,med f0r allergy n itchy.
Arrrg... hate taking th0se stuff!!

18·4 [saturdae] went f0r tuiti0n with my best ji mui [san]
at lunch time,we invited Justin t0 teach us science
he was a friendly pers0n
and its easy t0 learn with him^^
thx anywayz..
after all my tuiti0ns
I met up with Euwinn t0 have lunch t0gether
he was quite funny
he makes me caught between laughter and tears XD
nice to kn0w him^^
reached h0me its alm0st 6pm
felt very tired and listless
but I saw my m0m fully 0ccupied with h0useh0ld ch0res
there4
I helped her and ended up feeling exhaust....

a HoT daE ...

ishhh...
what a H0T friday.
stayed back after sch0ol and sat at the canteen.
I feel like myself is 0n fire.
its s0o0oo0ooo h0t...
but Ch0onkit sitting beside and fan 4 me...
still b0leh tahan larx...
wakakakzz..
thx f0r it ^^
hmm...
stayed back is bc0x t0 be d basketball team`s naib setiausaha...
kena lantik nia...
wakakakazz..
l0lz...

at alm0st 1.30pm
Y0ngkang n I decided t0 went h0me by taxi
but then we didin`t went h0me after that...
we went t0 Bluez0ne t0 have lunch..
the f0od we 0rder was quite nice..
but it was t0o spicy...
s0 i didn`t finished all...
hahazz...
it was nice t0 chat with him... =]
n0t bad~

=]

渐渐的
你已成了窝的精神支柱
只要收到你的一封短讯
窝就可以一整天都心情很好
只要听到你的一句关心
窝的脸上就会充满笑容
当窝心情超烂的时候
只要想一想你
窝的心情很快就会复原
谢谢你！

[Xxx sm0king xxX]

I [HATE] sm0kers!!
They kn0w they`re trying t0 kill themselves but WHY are they still sm0king???

Yesterday,
after tuiti0n I sat at a malay resaurant t0 wait f0r the time t0 past.
While I was d0ing my acc0unt revisi0n and drinking my sweet h0t ch0c0late,
a c0uple walked in and sat d0wn at the 0pp0site side 0f the table where I was sitting.
At 1st,
the w0man`s image was pretty g0od
BUT the minute she t0ok 0ut her cigarette,
her image had fully sp0ilt.
At the m0ment,
I feel that the envir0nment suddenly had bec0me black in c0l0ur.
I feel like I was gasping f0r air.
Then,
I gulped my h0t ch0c0late as fast as p0ssible and quickly paid at the c0unter.

When I reached h0me in the aftern0on,
I c0ntinued my revisi0n.
Ar0und 1 h0ur++,I had headache and decided t0 st0p everything.
I went t0 have the red bean s0up that b0iled by my l0vely grandm0ther.
It was tasty.^^
Then,
my m0m appr0ached and f0rce me t0 buy cigarette f0r her.
By n0w,
my m0od was sp0ilt.
I HATE t0 help them buy the cigarette!!
Everytime I help my family t0 buy TH0SE cigarette,
I feel guilty.
Because I felt like as if I am helping them t0 destr0y themselves.
And I really feel sad when I think that they are g0ing t0 leave me 0ne day.....

p/s : my friends, remember NEVER sm0ke infr0nt 0f me.

暧昧~

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进
何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有
勇气

终于感受到杨丞琳的一首歌[暧昧]当中的意识了
原来
暧昧中的痛苦是比恋爱中的痛苦还要痛十倍的
相爱的两个人不能相爱
当中还要带点暧昧
见到面还要当作不认识
这才是重点！！
不被祝福的爱情
倒不如别让它开始。。。。