g0odbye~~

after few days I g0nna shift to Penang lerx...

super n0t willing t0 g0...

but I`ve no ch0ice...

g0nna study there...

live there...

s0mething that I m0st afraid is:I kn0w n0b0dy there...

h0pe it will be better than what I th0ught barx...

wish me luck~~

hmm...

ntg much t0 say...

just...

g0odbye t0 every0ne~~

besties:I will never f0rget the happiest time that we`ve been thr0ugh...

specially to karyen,peisan,pakye0ng[ahg0r] and gangs,yiu hui,shirley and gangs,chinhui[jimui],weechi[DD] and gangs,ayi,tata,ch0onkit,s0okuan,yikwai n gangs,my bel0ved classmates...and etc...

relatives:0ur childh0od...never f0rget~~

to:kei kei and family,mei mei and family,TEO family,and all...

VVIP[dear]:....I l0ve y0u....<3>

take care~~

bye~~

d 1st day of spm... T.T

well...

t0dae is d 1st day of spm...

n0t t0o bad...

happy to meet all frens and dear after hiding in d r0om f0r few days...

arrggg...

t0dae`s sejarah paper1 i use to 'tembak' alm0st half le...

omg...

hate sejarah s0o0o0o0o0 much!!

wh0 is that create sejarah??

y0u are s0o0o0o ''G0OD''...

tml is an0ther paper f0r sejarah...

h0pefully i can answer

IF NOT...memang akan hancur~~

haiz...g0 study luu...><''

g0od luck t0 all~~maks..

-off-

GOOD LUCK~~

awww...

SPM is ar0und d c0rner~~

an0ther 22 days!!!

omg omg omg!!!

what are SPM student doin recently???

sh0uld be studying and d0ing revisi0n d wh0le day l0ng rite?!

but why am I still blogging and on9-ing here???

arrgggg~~

must get t0 c0ntr0l myself f0r st0p relaxing like dun care b0ut anything...

s0...

after this p0st

eu guys will b reading my next p0st on the 1st day of spm...

hahazz...

i will NOT be appearing on msn,facebook,friendster and etc

within this 22 days

this w0uld be my 'G0ld time' to study and doin revisi0n...=p

and this is the final r0und...

last but n0t least...

t0 all my SPM frens: lets fight f0r the final r0und and all the BEST ya!!G0OD LUcK~

******STUDY*STUDY*STUDY*STUDY*STUDY*STUDY*STUDY******

BACK....

here comes d end of d holidae...

i spent my h0lidae at my grandma h0use...

its really b0ring

but luckily i still hav s0me frens here...

hahazz...

[19th sept]

went t0 watch 'G-Force' at jusc0 v MeiMei

after that at 12am went to yumcha with old frens...

was happy t0 meet them...

reached h0me its alm0st 3am

[20th sept] & [21th sept]

stay at grandma h0use d wh0le day...

b0ringgggggg..

[22th sept] & [23th sept]

went t0 w0rk 4 part time at The Mines

sell perfume...

was a g0od experience

but its d opp0site of tiredless..

[24th sept]

went t0 sh0pping v dear n Meimei..

walked f0r 3 h0urs but c0uldnt get what we wanted to buy...

then we gave up n went f0r dinner...

hahazzz...

[26th sept]

went h0me after tuiti0n

and then went t0 Lin G`s h0use at 12am v dear

[27th sept]

felt headache and absent f0r tuiti0n class...

thats all f0r my h0lidae...

==

latest..

2m0nths dint update ler...
feel like bl0gging all of sudden...
hahazz...

hmm...
yesterdae was my last day of trial exam
0f c0x i sh0uld be a little happy
because i`ve been alm0st 3 weeks dint get t0 sleep well
and finally...
i can sleep f0r the wh0le day like n0 one knows
hahahazz...
BUT!!
once i reached h0me fr0m sch0ol yesterday
my grandma t0ld me t0 f0llow her t0 g0 back t0 her h0use
arrrgggg!!!
its so embarrasing...
went there t0 help her fix and hang up th0se curtain
17 piece man!!
it t0ok me alm0st 3h0urs t0 finish...
4get it...
came h0me its already 9.++
actually dated friends to hang out at 5pm
but at last..............
aiks....

I have al0tsa things t0 bl0g
but my grandma is nagging...
s0..
g0nna st0p here...


t0 b c0ntinue......^^

30th june 09`

This w0uld be a l0ng p0st..
I`ll jux abbreviate it

·HaPPy·

30th 0f june
San`s big dae~
It was her birthdae
meet up with her after sch0ol at Pavili0n
after sh0pping with d girls
we went t0 meet up d guys at Yaki-yaki
there were 11 0f us celebrating san`s birthdae
included me.karyen.yiwen.weilin
pakye0ng.wengw0on.mingherng.waih0e.kiensi0ng

and kimguan

after we finished 0ur buffet and taking pictures

karyen,san amd me decided t0 g0 t0 the washr0om
unluckily

the ladies are 0ut 0f service and its far t0 g0 t0 the 0ther washr0om

wat we d0??

we went t0 the gents

muahahahazz..
we wanted t0 p0se like guys pee-ing and take pic..

but when we are ready

an 0ld man came in

at the m0ment

every0ne stunded f0r a sec0nd

y0u stare at me

and i stare at y0u

muahahazz

s0 weird..
then 3 0f us quickly ran 0ut fr0m d gents
hahaz..
t0o badwe c0uldn`t take a nice pictures there

it w0uld be a classic ones

kakazz..

·EMBARRASING·

what was s0 embarrasing?

i kena nati0nal service arrr...

ishhh...

h0pe it w0uld be fun~~

my dinner todae~

felt g0od in m0od after having my aftern0on nap
decided t0 help my m0m t0 c0ok f0r 0ur dinner
hahaz..
and 0f c0urse she was happy cause she can relax and wait t0 eat..
sh0w eu guys what ii c0ok t0day


PS :its ugly but tasty..
muahahahaxx

m0st delici0us supper f0r me~~

yesterday
grandma went t0 market and b0ught crabs..
she did`t kn0w what t0 d0 with it after she b0ught..

s0 she br0ught t0 us..
kakakakakazzz..
at night..
i waited my grandma t0 fall asleep
and then curi-curi ask uncle t0 c0ok the crabs
hahazz..
s0 evil~
hmm..
actually n0t la..
because grandma cann0t eat t0o much 0f high c0lestrol f0od..
s0 we sacrifice 0urself by n0t letting her t0 eat s0 much..
muahahahahaxx..
sh0w eu guys s0me pictures...
make sure y0u guys wipe away y0ur saliva yarx..
kekezz..
what is uncle doin in d kitchen??
h0h0...brushing away d dirt..of d crabs..
ready t0 c0ok!!
add 0n s0me `xiu heng zhao`

d0ne!!d 1st step to eat crabs is to take 1 sp0on of d syrup
hmm~~yummy~~

hahazz...
the next day my grandma w0ke up..
she th0ught the crabs had crawl away...
muahahahahaxx

GAMBATEH!!

hmm..
alm0st 1 m0nth din update bl0g le..
felt s0 lazy recently..
dun0 y..
l0lx.

heard fr0m sum1 said
july and august g0nna hav an0ther exam again..
0mg..
really hav t0 put in m0re n m0re eff0rt..

my latest result SUCKS
dun0 h0w t0 face my m0ther..
h0pe she w0nt get heart attack..
hahazz..

终于都等到放假了
暂时不用烦考试的东西噜^^
放松一下下~
差不多有一个月没更新部落格了吧？！
朋友们~
不好意思噢
因为忙着考试
都没时间上线

假期里终于有时间陪妹妹们玩了
考试时都没时间陪他们
对不起啊~
姐姐都没空陪你们~
这两天发现原来小孩其实不烦
有时还很可爱呢
只要用心去跟他们交谈...

右边的是我表妹啦~

这两个就是我的妹妹
很可爱吧？？
就知道....
哈哈哈~~

某天...
没考试
我们学校比较‘特别’
其他学校都在考试
我们却延迟两天
因为要拍班级照
当时的我都没什么心情拍照
只想着考试要怎样‘死’
哈哈~那个摄影师一点都不专业咯！
人家还没准备好它就拍了
他的lisence都不懂是哪个瞎的批准的！
当天有很多人都没来学校
我们班就有五六个
连班主任都没来
所以
我们的班级照也变得不完整了
遗憾~~


某个星期日
母亲节...
这么重要的日子我怎么能忘记
可是今年的母亲节
是在我考试的期间
原本不打算庆祝的
因为都没时间准备
星期六补习回到家
想想下...
还是做张卡给妈咪爽下也好
哈哈
结果半夜连续做了5个小时
其实这张卡可以很快就完成
我也不明白为什么我用了5个小时才做完
哈哈
那天只睡了两个小时
然后就起床去补习了
我把这张卡放进信箱
当妈咪收到时
感动得说不出话来
还差点哭呢
结果妈咪的眼泪都没流下来
因为她说我写的内容很肉麻
让她鸡皮疙瘩
哈哈~~


某个星期六...
因为那天是假期
没补习
所以就跟san 约出来温习功课
原本只有我们两个的
可是后来就不一样了
结果唔打唔壮就认识了两个新朋友
哈哈
我们还拍了照照
san, s0okuan, ester, 我^^

c0rrecti0n + additi0n^^

· c0rrecti0n ·

是airship 不是热气球···
哈哈
谢啦！swh^^

· additi0n ·

当天也是wai y0ong的生日噢~
我们全班在sivic节的时候还为他弹吉他唱生日歌呢！！
他果然被我们吓一跳
哈哈~~
平时的他在班上总是说出一些很好笑的笑话
或古零精怪的动作
让我们哭笑不得
他也是我们班上其中一个重要人物
在此
祝wai y0ong
生日快乐！！
身体健康
spm 拿到好成绩^^
哈哈~中间那位就是他~很可爱吧！

历史性的一天

就如平常一样
7.15am就开始perhimpunan，排队，唱国歌
当我正要转身跟美君讲话的时候
发现一个白色的东西在天上慢慢的飘~~
先先看到的时候还以为那只是···
云？？[不是！！]
风筝？？[不像！！]
UFO??[不会吧？！]
飞机不可能用飘的吧？？
难道是··· ··· ···

是热气球啦！
哈哈！！
过完perhimpunan之后我们都各自回到自己的班上
课还没开始上
就已经听到外面传进来的的声音
八卦的我们就跑出去看看发生什么事咯
原来是那热气球又飘回来了
还降落在我们学校的草场
我们当然跑前去看咯
有的还尖叫
有的还说很兴奋呢！！
哈哈~热气球的下面还有两个人的哦~

热气球正准备降落

降落时还卡到树呢~

听说摸起来像是衣服般的布而已~很薄

很多学生还兴奋得大胆的''踊跃''拿出手机来拍照
都不怕被老师抓~
哈哈

连老师都''唔砸需''~

之后就被老师赶回班上
照常上课
上sivic
今天有些同学必须穿上pakaian tradisi0nal来介绍
这是上sivic课的一部分我们在外面愁热闹的时候
可怜的hussien都不敢出去
因为他穿着那间衣服不赶出去见人
哈哈~

害羞得他都不敢拍正面
哈哈

stupid me~~

· A D D I T I 0 N A L · 3/5[sundae]

after tuiti0n
when i was walking to lrt
suddenly
a wid0wer appr0ached and said
''can y0u speak english??''
''ya...''
''can y0u help me?? its ok if y0u juz ign0re me...but can u listen to me 1st??''
''ok...''
''i`m fr0m India,i had l0st with my family f0r a week,can y0u spend me s0me m0ney??
because i didn`t eat any f0od f0r 3 days,can y0u......''
then,
a passerby f0und my ph0ne g0nna dr0p fr0m my p0cket and remind me
after the passerby walked away
the wid0wer c0ntinued..
''can y0u help me??i m really hungry and d0n`t have anythng to eat....''with pity face
''s0rry,i m rushing my time,i g0t to go..''i said [actually its just an excuse]
then i walked away
luckily he did`t harrass until i gave him m0ney...hahazz
[s0unds s0 weird]
y0u kn0w what i did next??
i hide a side and 0bserve him
i felt so guilty that i did`t help him
after few minutes
i saw there`s n0t even 1 pers0n gave him m0ney
he l0oks really pity and ill
I was so soft-hearted,and decided to gave him some money to buy f0od
in my p0cket there`s 0nly RM11.++
a piece of RM10,RM 1 and s0me syiling
wanted t0 give him the RM1 but will it be en0ugh f0r him t0 eat??[n0]
then i just gave him the RM10
am i d0ing s0mething right 0r wr0ng??
am i stupid 0r what??
he might be telling lies
but why i believed him??
arrggg
stupid me~~

p/s: if y0u want t0 help 'them',y0u can just buy f0od f0r them 0r bring them g0 eat s0me and pay f0r them.d0nt give them m0ney!! because they might be cheating us.

· T 0 D A E ·

having extra class after sch00l until 3.30pm
went h0me by rapid bus with kahch0on
d0n`t kn0w why..
I felt s0 sleepy the wh0le day...
because 0f d weather??
did y0u felt sleepy t0o??
hahazz..
l0lxx

Yesterdae n t0dae^^

· Y E S T E R D A E ·

as usual
I went f0r tuiti0n in d m0rning
until 2pm
saw Chinl0ong [basketball friend]
at Pudu LRT and talked a few w0rds
hmm..
kinda miss d days we play basketball~

after all tuiti0n classes n d0ne my haircut
reached h0me its ar0und 4.++pm
d0ne all h0usew0rk n dressed up myself
its already 6.20pm
went 0ut
and met up with Mei Mei at sg.besi lrt
Then
her m0m dr0p us at The Mines
Mei Mei and I decided t0 buy present f0r Chinhui
because we`re g0ing t0 his bdae party later
after we b0ught the present
Gerald[s0rry if i spell wr0ng y0ur name^^] and Peggy
came and fetch u t0 Chinhui`s h0use
By the time i reach his h0use
my reacti0n was like 'W0W'
hahaz..
y0u knw what
his h0use is really huge and nice..
at his party
i met back quite a number of surians
Kienbeng,Kianyap,Ch0ngyean,Yenlai,Peggy,Kelly
and the sweet gals and m0re..
HAPPY~~
ar0und 9.++pm
we sang bdae s0ngs f0r d bdae b0y
in mandarin,cant0nese and english
HAPPY BURFDAE T0 CHINHUI!!
hengdai 4eva yarx^^
after d party
Gerald send me n s0me gals h0me
when i reached h0me its already 1.30am
felt s0 s0 s0, super tired
but i still finished up everything 0nly i went t0 sleep

· T 0 D A E ·

w0ke up at 8.30
went f0r tuiti0n again
hmm...
mid term exam will start after a week
why am i in d m0od 0f 1st day of school???
speechless.....
arggghhh....

最近在听的歌~~

[bY2·我知道]
从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过
曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头
我多希望你还在我左右
答应你我会好好过
不让这些眼泪白流

UPDATED XD

27·4 [m0ndae]
人是善变的
在对的时候没把握好机会
就等于几乎错过了全部
就算被挽回
但原有的感觉已经不一样了
再逞强也是没有用
也就只好默默的守护着。。。

26·4 [sundae] 晴
今天补 sejarah
原以为一大早可以专心上课的
谁知道老师一进班就叫窝们把白板的问题抄下
然后自己做
不能讨论
不能看 n0ta
要把它当作考试
一向 sejarah 都很差的窝当然不懂怎样做啦
想偷看隔壁的
隔壁又没人
想问老师怎样做
想下想下
就算问了
那老师也只会讲
‘awak cuba buat dulu, tak cuba mana tau kelemahan awak?’
之类的活
所以
窝只坐在那里呆呆的想象罢了
哈哈~
过了一个小时
老师又叫窝们抄下另外一个问题
这次他还说
‘s0alan ini mesti buat dengan seri0us,kena hantar selepas kelas ini. jangan lupa tulis nama dan kelas awak,sebab saya akan bagi kepada ketua pemeriksa untuk semak dan bagi balik kepada awak.’
最后还杀出一句
‘buat ke tak buat pun kena hantar ya!’
够力！
做又不是
不做又不是
结果。。。
窝在纸上打了几个转
写了很多很多的废话
离题到超离谱
哈哈~~不过也把纸给填满了
最后要写上名的时候
窝还冒了某个人的名
然后再写[tak perlu bagi balik]
哈哈哈哈哈~~~
--完毕--

24·4 [fridae] [3 8 篇］
才不到半个月
窝的部落格就已经有500++各读者了
真不敢相信 原来我也有粉丝的w0r
不错不错~~
哈哈哈~~
不好一四啦
窝就是将perasan的咯
认识我的朋友都知道窝有这个优点
哈哈哈~~
[糟糕！！形象毁灭了！！]
ahemmm..
anyways I need t0 say THANK YOU to all my friends
that gave me advice
that cares ab0ut me
that accomp me when i m n0t in m0od
n my fans
thx t0 all~~
mwarksss XD

22·4 [wednesdae]
my eyes had been itchy and is sw0llen f0r 2 days.
[tats why i m wearing my spec all day l0ng in sch00l]
its embarrassing!!
and makes me feel hard t0 c0ncentrate in my exams
Ishhhhhh....
s0 I went to search f0r a d0ct0r after sch0ol
as the result came 0ut
the d0ct0r said I g0t n0se allergy
l0lz...whats dat...
and that cause my eyes t0 bec0me like fish`s eyes
d0ct0r explained distictly h0w it effect
but i just egn0re
because i really cant stand d itchyness
and i just ask f0r d med
hahazz...[x sabar]
then d0ct0r gave me n n0sedr0p [that make me suffer d m0st],vitamin C,med f0r allergy n itchy.
Arrrg... hate taking th0se stuff!!

18·4 [saturdae] went f0r tuiti0n with my best ji mui [san]
at lunch time,we invited Justin t0 teach us science
he was a friendly pers0n
and its easy t0 learn with him^^
thx anywayz..
after all my tuiti0ns
I met up with Euwinn t0 have lunch t0gether
he was quite funny
he makes me caught between laughter and tears XD
nice to kn0w him^^
reached h0me its alm0st 6pm
felt very tired and listless
but I saw my m0m fully 0ccupied with h0useh0ld ch0res
there4
I helped her and ended up feeling exhaust....

a HoT daE ...

ishhh...
what a H0T friday.
stayed back after sch0ol and sat at the canteen.
I feel like myself is 0n fire.
its s0o0oo0ooo h0t...
but Ch0onkit sitting beside and fan 4 me...
still b0leh tahan larx...
wakakakzz..
thx f0r it ^^
hmm...
stayed back is bc0x t0 be d basketball team`s naib setiausaha...
kena lantik nia...
wakakakazz..
l0lz...

at alm0st 1.30pm
Y0ngkang n I decided t0 went h0me by taxi
but then we didin`t went h0me after that...
we went t0 Bluez0ne t0 have lunch..
the f0od we 0rder was quite nice..
but it was t0o spicy...
s0 i didn`t finished all...
hahazz...
it was nice t0 chat with him... =]
n0t bad~

=]

渐渐的
你已成了窝的精神支柱
只要收到你的一封短讯
窝就可以一整天都心情很好
只要听到你的一句关心
窝的脸上就会充满笑容
当窝心情超烂的时候
只要想一想你
窝的心情很快就会复原
谢谢你！

[Xxx sm0king xxX]

I [HATE] sm0kers!!
They kn0w they`re trying t0 kill themselves but WHY are they still sm0king???

Yesterday,
after tuiti0n I sat at a malay resaurant t0 wait f0r the time t0 past.
While I was d0ing my acc0unt revisi0n and drinking my sweet h0t ch0c0late,
a c0uple walked in and sat d0wn at the 0pp0site side 0f the table where I was sitting.
At 1st,
the w0man`s image was pretty g0od
BUT the minute she t0ok 0ut her cigarette,
her image had fully sp0ilt.
At the m0ment,
I feel that the envir0nment suddenly had bec0me black in c0l0ur.
I feel like I was gasping f0r air.
Then,
I gulped my h0t ch0c0late as fast as p0ssible and quickly paid at the c0unter.

When I reached h0me in the aftern0on,
I c0ntinued my revisi0n.
Ar0und 1 h0ur++,I had headache and decided t0 st0p everything.
I went t0 have the red bean s0up that b0iled by my l0vely grandm0ther.
It was tasty.^^
Then,
my m0m appr0ached and f0rce me t0 buy cigarette f0r her.
By n0w,
my m0od was sp0ilt.
I HATE t0 help them buy the cigarette!!
Everytime I help my family t0 buy TH0SE cigarette,
I feel guilty.
Because I felt like as if I am helping them t0 destr0y themselves.
And I really feel sad when I think that they are g0ing t0 leave me 0ne day.....

p/s : my friends, remember NEVER sm0ke infr0nt 0f me.

暧昧~

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进
何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有
勇气

终于感受到杨丞琳的一首歌[暧昧]当中的意识了
原来
暧昧中的痛苦是比恋爱中的痛苦还要痛十倍的
相爱的两个人不能相爱
当中还要带点暧昧
见到面还要当作不认识
这才是重点！！
不被祝福的爱情
倒不如别让它开始。。。。